writing my story … just waiting for a little while
every day , day by day i get amazed of life , of people , of every thing . sometimes i don’t know how every thing change this weird way that i don’t understand and i try too hard to keep up with this wave , in this few days i learned a lot about a lot of things and i saw some people on their true nature , things i never expected started to happen and i was in between , every thing at once happened and changed and i got sick as well , it surprised me and it made me feel …. sad ….. but when i think about it now i can say even though it made me eel this way i don’t regret a thing , because i discovered a lot and learned more and i thanked god for that …. some times things happen in your life strangely like discovering that your friends weren’t what u expected ….. Or some people like some one from all of their heart for the first time and they never saw for real and they don’t know if he likes u back and strangely keep asking them selves what is this !! i have never been like this or feeling a strange feeling in your heart and they surprise them selves…. Or when u were waiting for something really good or your dream and u find that amazingly the first door opened and that gives u hope in all of this … EVERY THING HAPPENS FOR A REASON … i believe in this sentence so much because i am starting to realize it now… Thank u god for being there with me and never leaving me….. please guide me all the way …. And for every one who sometimes every thing gets missed up or his life don’t go so well …. DON’T GIVE UP KEEP HOLDING ON WITH ALL YOUR STRENGTH BECAUSE YOU WILL KNOW IT WILL WORTH IT AND DON’T GIVE UP ON HOPE , TRY OVER AND OVER AGAIN CAUSE YOUR DREAMS WILL COME TRUE AND U WILL SEE … AND IF ANY ONE TOLD U otherwise TURN YOUR BACK AND SAY …… WATCH ME .
some times life get’s hard .. and it get’s up and down that we become anxious all the time and we make mistakes and the result is that we become angry all the time and worried of every thing but the truth is we actually be angry of our self for letting our selves be weak and almost give all our dreams out and we start to feel regret and fear that we won’t be able to make it through … that we won’t be able to get up again of our falling … that even if we tried and did it we will fall again and that we will reach the point that we become anxious and we will reach that point of stopping .. but if we really thought right we will find out that this is a stupid idea … because life isn’t easy and it’s not…
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it’s the first time for me to write a blog ,i actually always wanted to but i think i never got the chance …. heh… how funny … we always wish for things and we really want it and we have a desire to be a better person and in the start we have this strong determination for what we want but then time passes and by time we start to leave it and every thing goes slow and we become trapped in this world of hopes and dreams we created for our selves and we feel bad about our selves and about every thing …. and we feel we are full of mistakes and we feel like we can’t get out which make us … sad… , and this becomes the point where we decide are we going to give up or …. we will stand up and fight every thing bad we felt .. and make every thing we wished a reality … and believe that no matter what happens to us we won’t fall and no matter how difficult it is ..we will look for the brightest side ….. i my self who started write these things out of no where …. happened with me… and i was really sad because i didn’t like my self …(because i hoped and wished for so many things but i just got powerless and i blamed my self and i felt weak but i really was weak because i didn’t work hard for what i wanted and i let all the difficulties i faced control me and my sickness also but …. even so … i can’t give up … i can’t just let go of my hopes and my dreams because of my foolish thoughts and my failure sometimes … so i choose and i will choose now too .. i will work hard and i will fight .. and i will move forward and make my dreams come true … so any one who reads this and was feeling the same… don’t give up … let the light shines through your soul.
A long time has passed since i wrote my first subject .. and of course it’s because i am extremely busy with school and all .. heh .. i feel tired those have been kind of hard times for me cause i had a lot of important things to do which depends on me and will i make a success or not and while i was truly on the verge of panicking i thought to my self why do i feel so scared .. why do i trouble my self .. i mean if god wants something to happen it will happen even if i make tons of mistakes and if god didn’t want it to happen then nothing will happen even if it was perfect… and i should do my best always and not regret a thing and i should always have hope and faith that things will work out how it meant to be so i just said to my self.. stop worrying ..stop fearing and even if it was a little hard .. stop thinking too much .. and live your life with every second of it ..don’t make it pass without enjoying it .. just live it all ..and if you want to be happy ,, BE !!
some times life get’s hard .. and it get’s up and down that we become anxious all the time and we make mistakes and the result is that we become angry all the time and worried of every thing but the truth is we actually be angry of our self for letting our selves be weak and almost give all our dreams out and we start to feel regret and fear that we won’t be able to make it through … that we won’t be able to get up again of our falling … that even if we tried and did it we will fall again and that we will reach the point that we become anxious and we will reach that point of stopping .. but if we really thought right we will find out that this is a stupid idea … because life isn’t easy and it’s not perfect either .. and we are for sure not perfect and we will make alot of mistakes in our way .. and not in every time things will work out right for us … so ….. we are not perfect but we tr to be by trying always to do the right things .. by not giving up … and by learning from our mistakes … and by learning always to forgive our selves and that life doesn’t end on any trouble face us … we have alot of power inside of us ..all what we have to do is learn from our mistakes and work really really hard to make our dreams come true … and the most important thing that we must have faith in god and that things will work out as long as we with god and believing that everything will be alright … so any one who have this feeling or feeling that way .. don’t give up …. don’t lose to your fear and regret of your wasted time because if you kept on thinking this way you will lose your present and your future and the most importantly your self so … don’t … don’t give up … don’t … , why am i saying this? .. because i was one of those who had alot of troubles and lost hope in making my dreams come true but i decided to challenge my self and fight as hard as i could to be stronger and better …. so … for any one who reads this i declare I AM NOT GIVING UP … so … DON’T GIVE UP … MAKE YOUR DREAMS AND LIFE YOUR LIFE WITH FAITH AND HOPE AND STRENGTH AND KNOWING AS LONG AS YOU BELIEVE THAT GOD BY YOUR SIDE HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU …so whatever happens and no matter what … DON’T GIVE UP .